look, all i ever wanted to do was to make joseph become a better person and make him tink abt wad he has been doin.
i noe im at fault too.
in the first place since when did i ever put all the blame on him?
i noe,
im the one hu started all the fight and all tt.
but tts becoz i dun even noe how to get the msg to him tt his attitude is getting frm bad to worse.
if i dun do this u tell me wad on earth wld wake him up.
we tried toking to him but he didnt change at all.
and im not trying to hurt joseph wif such things.
im onli preventing him frm making mistakes which everyone does.
we are still young but some of us already wan to look for gf and bf.
so sometimes,
me and my frenz have to do stuff to hurt him in order to wake him up.
it is not tt we wan to do it on purpose.
it is onli for his own gd.
we humans naturally take things for granted.
most of the time we nid ppl to do it the hard way than we wld listen.
we already tried doin the ez way on him but obviously he didnt listen.
den u tell us wad other choice did we have?
we let him choose the ez way out but he didnt want it.
instead he started to backstab my fren diyana and begin to use the dam f word.
and then as days and weeks went pass he became more arrogant.
wadever things i did wrong or wadever stuff i did tt cause any mishaps to anyone at all ,
i wld accept the fact tt i did it,
im in the wrong and i wld take responsibility for my actions.
but frankly speaking,
joseph was the one at fault for losing those tt he lost.
we just cld not take his attitude anymore.
he was the one tt chased us out of his life.
we were alreadi tolerant wif him but he took advantage of it.
it isnt our fault if we leave him becoz of tt.
if he still doesnt reflect on wad he have done but continue to use his suckish attitude i realli have nth to say.
if he realli wants to change he wld have done so and if we still didnt see the result we still wld have seen tt he is trying.
but no effort was seen alright?
i noe he is tired,
but ever heard of endurence?
if he was willing to change he wld have endured all the tiredness he had and continue to change for the better.
but he DIDNT endure and let his "tiredness" take over him.
i wld nv noe wad he has been doin and wad he has been tinking.
all i can depend on is wad i have been seeing.
yes i noe
another long post for joseph's best fren.
but these are all the thoughts i have now.
there r still many more to say but i tink u shld have gotten the whole idea by now.